asternoelyn_’s Blog

      hi!evry one namiss hio bah ung mga entry coh..acoh din!im too bc wroking on my thesis..

     anywyz!!!!!what new?new year poe hhah!happy!..will ito nah nag seryoso,may bago kung inspirasyun!(ano daw?inspirsyun ba kamo?)oo,as in oo talaga!

   i meet this guy tru txt…actually wala namang feeling xa una non!pero cguro were distned tlg!pareho kaming broken hearted that time…cia almost 4yrs walang lovelife at acoh sariwa pah ang sugat nah dinulot ni aul xkn..o masakit un!maxakit tlg!…(forget him hindi ia ang topic dito ok?)…kaht xa txt lang kmi nagkakausap maxaxav kung may malaking naitulung cia xkn!magaling ciang magadvce thats why madali kung nakalimutan ang lahat kay paul..hindi naman totally!slight lang!…his so sweet,he makes m feel comfort evn thought its just on txt lang!i really apreacite those times nah pagnagtxt co”best i need some one who can line on!”after 1mins.nagbebeep nah phone coh..calling bang!..

aster:hello..

bang:hi!ano ng yari?whats wrong?

aun hahagulgul nah coh..sumbong ang effect coh..para kung batang inagawan ng lollipop at nasusumbong nah inaapi coh..at cia?aun bibilhan nalang coh ng bago para tumahan nah..well effective naman un!after that comversetion aun!taray nah ulit beauty coh..nakaklimut kahit pansamantala lang!…tumagala gn relasyun namain sa ganon lang na sistema..parang kuya at bunso becoz his too older than meh..pero di cia k.j huh!pero parang ang bilis ng lahat…nakapagmove on acoh!nawla s isip kung naxaktan coh at ang galit sa puso coh nawala din..maxaya na ulet si aster..marami din ang nkamiss xkn kahit lagi kaming magkakaxama ng trpa par daw kasi kung patay!..aun then when i finally wokeup on that nightmare at narealize kung it was just a dream ok nah coh…maxaya ang lahat pati si bang!..lahat sila painasalamatan coh,….una kung paxaxlamata…

god!xalamt at dininig neo ang dasal coh..matapos ang kakaluhod coh at kakrosary xa blessed ok nah poe coh..

gurlfriends..xalamat for being kikay kahit nah ang arte neo atlest pinilit nyong maging emotera gay coh..love u!

mga pare koy!ui alamt sa pagiging astig neo..buti nlng di neo kilala un kundi napatay neo nah..

 at ang pinakamalaking paxaxalamt ai,kay paul xalamt xa lahat ng memory..at xalamat dahil iniwan moh coh!kundi di coh makikilala ang lalaking magpapahalaga,at tatanggap xa tunay nah coh in worst and best part of meh..si DIVE MANANSALA..ang lalaking mundo coh ngaun!cia ang lalaking minamahal coh ng totoo at di xa salita lng!..yes!im proud!to say nah bf coh un!sugar coh un!..cguro bago to!ngaun lang kasing coh nagpost ng ganito dito…

       aun..continue..after all the bitterness,ito at happy nah…one day!nakita coh nalng ang xarili coh nah naghahanap ng paraan maktxt lang cia..and aun!nakita coh xari kung nakangiti xa txt nia pala!..nakalagay don that he started falling on meh..he think he like meh nah..xempre pakip[oy kah mun!pero xa toto lang takot din coh non kasi baka nga maxakatn coh cia oh hindi nia coh tinanggap..in then finally kami nah!as in boyfriend coh cia..nagkita kami his nice din kasi kaya pinayagn kung umaok cia xa bunggangbinggang life coh!..oo sumugal coh!kahit nah takot ulet maxaktan still i fight on my own fear..hindi coh lam parang may bahagi ng utak at puso nh nagxaxbing he deserve me..at his responcble enough for meh mature pah cia..at hindi cia marunong manakit ng babae..kaya aun ito nah xakanya nah poe ung puso coh…kyat dapat ciang mahalin at pagkatiwalan..

    ito nah poe!1 month nah kami ng jan02,2009..maxxaya coh xakanya!at cgurado kung mahal nia coh..this time im sure tatagal kami dahil iingatan coh cia..ang tanging dasalcoh klang eh!xana hindi cia magbago at lalo pah ciang maging sweet and prewfect bf xakin!..hindi coh natatakot nah maxakatn part un ng love..xempre pinili kung mahalin cia kaya dapat ready din coh nah maxaktan..isang bagay lang ang kinatatakot coh ang iwan nia coh!un lang talaga!cia nah ang last!minxan lang coh magsalita ng tapos at this time magiging totoo un!…

im hapy having him!..and very thankfull to have him as bf..

sugar!

         iloeoyu so much!xana ull stay fore like that!…ok!tnx.

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